thoughts, regrets, whatever..

A heartbreak isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it could be as quiet as a feather falling and the most painful thing is, nobody hears it but you.

It starts with a few cracks, then eventually shatters.

This verse of "fireworks" always, ALWAYS, gets to me.

`I can tell it wasn't love, I just thought you'd fuck with me. Who could of predicted love would strike and now you're stuck with me. I kept my wits about it luckily, what happened between us that night, it always seems to trouble me. Now all of a sudden these gossip brags wanna cover me, and you're making it seem that it happened that way because of me. But I was curious, and I'll never forget it baby, what an experience. You could of been the one but it wasn't that serious, there was smoke in the air before, now it's me clearing it. That felt good. All in all I learned a lesson from it though, you never see it coming you just get to see it go. I shoulda looked up in the sky at first, now I can see it in his eyes, fireworks.

Sometimes you do something because it seems like an okay thing to do at the time, unaware and no attention to possible consequences.. and possible heart break.

The kind of situation you look at and think, what could go wrong, it's nothing. And damn, you had no fucking idea, let me tell you. You do something SO stupid, something you CAN'T get back.

Ladies, you know what I'm talking about.

Something you're supposed to protect until you're finally aware of what could happen and what could shatter.

Just a little something I'm feeling today.