Reality / abandoned.

right when you get the answers, you forget the question. i guess life comes with a 'just don't give a fuck' lesson. cause it'll teach you who to talk to, to smile at & mess with. keep a chain around your neck with your last name embedded. just to remind you everyday, who you really are. let yourself go at night, cause during the day.. you can't see the stars.

take a train to your dreams if it really seems that far, ticket for two, i'll come with you if it seems too hard. can't even explain to you some of the shit of seen, i've felt the heat, i've been to places i was never supposed to be, you living safe and you're only fifteen.

let me ask you something for a minute, who do you aspire to be? a low life bitch with no money or self esteem? think you're better off smoking weed and living free? and telling stories like you're Ghandi or something, based on what you see?

i'm not the type to take you down or through you under the bus, but this is Reality baby, you're never better than us. so go on, ask me what.. ask me who, ask me why and how.

you see i work with your mind & i work with the sounds, i got Fate & Karma behind me, so how big are you now? step up and tell me how you want it to go down.

cause i will hit you with the truth throw all your fantasies, i'll have your hands clasped together and on your knees. crying "please". and i'll ask you again, what life means.

and when you say nothing, i'll give you a taste of what i am, Reality.

just for some people who taking their precious ass time finding out who they are, giving up easily and never trying. it'll hit you, don't worry.

get your lazy ass up for a minute.

* the worst feeling in the world is going to a place that is usually crowded to see nobody there.. i don't know why, it drives me insane, like you feel the loneliness. or being at a fair on the last day and seeing all the lights shut down and workers packing away and taking apart the rides just as the sun goes down.

i love summer, but i hate that feeling.